Birth/Rebirth: Mother and Model, The Birth of The Exponent II by Claudia Bushman

Posted by on January 5, 2014 in Exponent Classics, Exponent II, feminism, Friendship, guest post, history, Mormon Life, Mormon women, women | 11 comments

ExIIcropped                Sherrie (Spunky) invited me to write a blog about motherhood and birthing for her series.  When I asked what she had in mind, she suggested something about the birth of Exponent II, the remarkable journal now celebrating its fortieth anniversary. 

                People over the years have asked why our little coven of LDS feminists in Boston was invited to edit a volume of Dialogue and why we felt called, worthy, able to write a book and begin a newspaper.  Surely we must have had some secret license, some mystical call.  Otherwise, how did we have the nerve to set ourselves up like that.

                I love those questions which accord us an authority we never had and a position of some importance.  Nobody asked us.  Nobody invited us.  Nobody really encouraged us.  We just did things.  We didt worry about permission from the far off Rockies.  We thought we were pretty much invisible out there by Plymouth Rock.  We originally met to talk about our lives as Mormon women.  We were church members, mostly wives of students or young professionals.  It was a time when women were rising, expressing some discontents, and we certainly had some, although I think those issues would seem pretty tame today.  Mostly, though, we just wanted to talk, to share our ideas and our grievances.  Much sturm and drang attended those sessions and many anxious tears were shed.

                It seemed to me that it was time for us to do something rather than just talk.  Some of the group had already been involved in the highly successful guidebook A Beginners’ Boston where they had demonstrated their organizational and creative abilities.  That was before my time, but the evidence was there:  they had taken on a big project and pulled it off.  The guidebook would not likely have happened without Bishop Bert Van Uitert’s idea for a fund raiser (which was dismissed by the Harvard Business School students as too much work), Bonnie Horne’s position as president of the Relief Society and her organizing skills, Laurel Ulrich’s literary skills, Carolyn Person’s artistic skills, and the willingness of many of the sisters to take on research projects.  As much as anything the guide book worked because the group was all Mormon and used to cooperating and working together.

                I thought that we should use that model because it was so fruitful and satisfying.  We all had skills of one kind or another.  We had clever and interesting people of many stripes.  Because of our legendary cooks and hostesses, we launched impressive social events.  We undertook to do an annual dinner, inviting in some distant distinguished guest speaker.  We sold tickets to defray the costs.  We started early to organize retreats where the administrative talents of some were utilized for weekend gatherings.  We were open for all projects and activities suggested. 

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                I thought we might guest-edit a women’s issue of Dialogue and suggested the idea to Eugene England, the editor, when he was visiting.  He took us up immediately and we worked on that, generating ideas, discussing submissions, brainstorming writers we would like to include.  That was a real life-changer for me because I was required to write and edit, something I had never done before.  That was our style.  We did everything that came to mind and to hand.

 

 

                We were originally concerned only about our own lives and problems, but in the next phase we moved to the past.  This happened for several reasons.  One was that Susan Kohler discovered the bound volumes of the Woman’s Exponent in Harvard’s Widener Library.  This semi-official Mormon journal (1872-1914) was well known to people in the Mormon history business, but not to us.  We checked out those volumes and mined them for much wonderful stuff.  The second Woman's_Exponenet_(September_15,_1880)reason was that we were told that our issue of Dialogue, which dealt very well with lots of contemporary issues, did not address the “real Mormon women’s issues” which were patriarchy and polygamy.  They were certainly historical Mormon issues, but they were not our issues.  Maybe they should be.  It was at this point that we took on the teaching of an LDS Institute class which I insisted on calling, “Roots and Fruits of Mormon Women.”  No one liked this title but me.  I thought that the then ubiquitous “Roots and Wings” title was impossibly pretentious and sentimental.  Besides, weren’t we all fruits?  I often thought so.  These class presentations were then turned into essays which eventually became Mormon Sisters:  Women in Early Utah.  Writing that book was really hard.  People who had never done so before did research and wrote papers; we created a manuscript and after having it turned down, in another of our great innovations, we founded a press, borrowed money from a bank, and published our own book.  All that took a long time, but again, we worked together.  And we worked well together.  We did the things we could and acquired new skills.  Carrell Sheldon carried us along a lot of that way.

                One evening as I came home from a meeting I noted to my husband that we could do anything.  That everything we turned our hands to succeeded.  That I couldn’t even think of anything else for us to try.  He said that we might consider starting a newspaper.  That good idea built upon several of our earlier successes.  The MormonSisters2group was enthusiastic.  We even had a person with newspaper experience who could take on the editorship.   But she was also the president of the Relief Society and a new mother.  The bishop refused to release her from the Relief Society when she asked, so she turned down the editorship.  When this was reported in one of our meetings, Carrell Sheldon turned to me and said, “Well, you’ll just have to do it.”  And that is how I became the editor of Exponent II.

                We began the paper without an agenda, although in the first issue I said that we wrote from the “twin pedestals of Mormonism and feminism” and that we aimed to show that they were compatible “by our words and by our lives.”  We were not out to wreak change; we wrote the paper for ourselves.  The best description of what we were trying to do was Laurel’s.  She said that it was like “a long letter from a dear friend.”  I did not foresee that what we were doing would be offensive, and the worst that cautioning officials could come up with was that while it was OK now, it might well turn into Something Else.

                I like this model of women’s activism, that we come up with an idea—preferably one of our own rather than something from on high—and that we work together to make it happen.  This is the garden of a million blooming flowers.  I like that better than the David against Goliath model.  The scrappy little guy generally doesn’t win.  And if fighting is required, I favor running away when the battle gets tough, remaining to fight another day.  But there is plenty of room for many, many good plants to blossom.

                I would also say, after my long years of labor in the projects, that the best are those with a written legacy.  Words are what really last.  The meals and the events recede.  The writing is what remains.  So I think it is important to aim for written projects.  And I still like paper in bound books for lasting purposes.  I may yet come to feel that documents stored in the clouds have the best chance for survival and influence, but for now I would still rather have a book on a shelf.

                That Exponent II and its various later incarnations is still alive today is strong evidence for the power of women to conceive ideas and carry them on.  What was once a small suggestion has amassed an impressive publishing record, serious archives, a long list of participants and alumni, and a powerful presence in the lives of many women.  Exponent II is now forty years old, certainly poised to outlive her mother and model, the Women’s Exponent, published for forty two years.  Life spans have increased since the nineteenth century and forty is not very old now.  I hope the paper will still be around for many years to come.

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11 Comments

  1. I’ve heard and read this history before, but love this account by Claudia. I love and completely agree with these lines:

    “Words are what really last. The meals and the events recede. The writing is what remains. So I think it is important to aim for written projects. And I still like paper in bound books for lasting purposes. I may yet come to feel that documents stored in the clouds have the best chance for survival and influence, but for now I would still rather have a book on a shelf. ”

    Bravo for all that has been accomplished by a group of women who made things happen.

  2. Thank you for this post, Claudia. And for the foundational work you (and all the other women mentioned here) performed at the inception of Exponent II. I remember reading Exponent II back in the 80′s, when I was in my 20′s. You were all like a light on a hill for my young mother’s heart. And, yes, it was like reading “a long letter from a dear friend.” Really, I’m grateful beyond words.

  3. Thank you for this history, Claudia. I’m so proud of my Mormon foremothers, and so pleased to be a reader and occasional contributor to Exponent II. It’s an extremely valuable part on my life as a Mormon woman.

  4. I never get tired of this story! Thank you Claudia.

  5. Claudia, I’m so grateful to you and the other women who began this group/movement/newspaper/retreat–and somehow Exponent II is bigger than all of those words–in the 1970s. We know how precious it is. Thanks for showing us the way.

  6. I love every word of this- I love the idea that women can conceive ideas and work together to have them come to fruition. Reading that empowered me personally– I never tire of the idea of success being a result of hard work, teamwork and tears. Thank you so much for sharing this with us, Claudia.

  7. Dear Claudia,

    I loved reading this post that also felt like a letter from a friend, and I especially loved learning a bit more about the confidence that you and the woman shared in each other and in your pursuits, as well as the admission that sometimes it was hard. Your work (and emphasis on writing) is invaluable.

    Love,
    Rachel

  8. So wonderful to read this! I feel like this is such a part of my own history. I clearly remember my Exponent II mothers working together on an issue in my basement in the early 1980s. Exponent II will always be a legacy in my life, that I hope to pass on to my own daughter. I am so grateful for my foremothers and the work that they put into this so many years ago. And for my own mother for her example. (Love you, Mom!) It was just part of her life, so a lot of this history is new to me. And I love reading it.

  9. Sister Claudia, I think this line may be my favorite, “Surely we must have had some secret license, some mystical call…Nobody asked us. Nobody invited us. Nobody really encouraged us. We just did things.”

    I love this spirit of enterprise and purpose that we see in our 19th century Mormon feminists and again at the birth of Exponent II. And, I can’t express the delight I feel every time I see a new Mormon feminist group pop up on Facebook or with a blog, continuing to build Zion.

    Thank you for teaching me to be brave and just do things.

  10. I love this! I was reading it and thinking “I wish I were part of that. That sounds great.” And then I realized that of course I am part of it. Lucky me!

  11. Just wonderful. Thank you, Claudia, for writing.

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